Robert is an arrogant prick

Robert is an arrogant prick. Every other sentence is irritating, cocky and/or offensive. He is annoyingly persistent, intellectually superior and condescending.

So why do I find him so fucking irresistibly sexy?

What is it about him? He makes me mad, and I end up getting cross almost every time we message. Is this some sort of exciting sexual chemistry, or just a plain mismatch? I can’t tell!

He’s dominant. More dominant than guys I usually play with. And whilst that scares me a little, I also wanked twice over his photo last night.

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I suspect he would push me further than I’ve been before, into dark, twisted places that I want to visit. I want him to make me cry. I want him to tie me up and be cruel. I don’t want to be able to escape. I want to go home with a red, sore cunt.

I’m not going to tell him that… yet 😛

Should I just meet him for a drink and give him the benefit of the doubt? If we meet, like each other and decide to play, will he be able to connect emotionally and do the all-important post-play cuddling?

Part of me worries if I meet him, I’ll be helplessly drawn in. Another part of me says “Go for it- just meet him and see”.

Reading what I’ve written, it seems like such an obvious “no”. That’s what I’d advise a friend who told me this. But I’m so drawn!

I’ll keep you posted.

Ruby x


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